So this is me at work. Right now this is the last place I want to be. I have to get everything in my house together so that one of the agents I work with can come and take pictures of my home on Monday. Right now everything is in boxes and bins that I am not sure that we will even be able to get everything outside in order to let her take pictures. A lot is changing at my job. We are going from everything being paper to everything being on the computer on this page called Dot Loop. I hate it. I wish things would stop changing while I am in this stressed out stupid head space state that I am in right now.

I am having problems trusting anyone right now. I am not sure why. Could have been the swarm of bees that took over my room the other day. Could be the times that I have been screwed over (yes everyone has been) but still... Something weird is in the air. 

The apartment is on the maybe list still. We met with the landlords last night and I had a nightmare that him and I argued with each other. That was fun.

I also have no uptime in September probably due to the fact that I have been absent from work quite a bit due to stress. Ah the good times of being a real estate agent.

I don't want to argue with anyone but it seems to keep happening. Oh yes then there is this.

http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/premenstrual-syndrome/expert-answers/pmdd/faq-20058315

I have this. PMDD. So the week before I get my period I am not sure if it's my real emotions or the emotions that are escalated because of my hormonal state. Anyway off of the too much information section of this blog.

I feel better blogging. Hopefully the next blow will be a little more cheery and with a few more pictures of fun stuff.

-E